Happy Valentine & Friendship Day!

Thanks for all the wishings & the presents. Decided to stay at home & not go out, you people should know why (= Hehe!

But tomorrow going to celebrate belated Friendship day at Chinpin's house. Steamboat again, DIED.
I lose 4 kg that time, & I think I gonna gain 4 kg back. Laugh! Provided I can eat alot lah. Because nowadays very very easy to get full, which makes me very angry about it. CAUSE I CAN'T ENJOY MY BELOVED FOOD! I CAN'T EAT ALOT! ARGHHH

Hope tomorrow can enjoy (= Hehehehe!

Anyway, I join the Kranji Idol. Haha! I know I don't sing well, but so what. Its the last year I gonna be in this school, so why not try everything? Also, now sing those sad song is very an easy job for me. Hahahaha!
MR CHUA, IF YOU ARE READING THIS, TELL ME IF YOU WANNA JOIN ANOT. WAHAHAHAHA! I THOUGHT YOU SAY YOU WANNA SING WITH US. BUT HOR, YOU TELL MS WONG YOURSELF. LOL!

I know I'm the only one who can help myself to stand up again. But, Somehow, I always can't accept the facts. I really can't. I always tell myself to move on, & do my very best for my Os.. But.. There's always another voice telling me that I can't lie to myself, I still love him alot alot, & I miss him alot, & i can't forget him. I tried to love another person, & love Him, but... Again, I'm lying to myself.
Sigh, what should I do....
I know he's not worth for my love, I know I know I know.

Anyway, I not EMO! I'm just sad, & saying out my feeling...

God, help me. I'm so heartbroken..

The day you went away, I still remember.
Everything I do, always link back to you.... SIGH.